Tuesday, November 04, 2008 @ 10:33 PM


its so werid. i cant access my own blog.

i am really thankful for good leaders above me. i actually place myself down for duty for all morning prayer session but i felt that this time round, i shouldnt be serving but praying. its just something that i feel that i should focus on during this season of time. i was actually quite afraid to tell my leader that can i be de activated. i thought i would get scolding and all. but no! he wasnt even angry. thank God!

those who miss out on morning prayer, all i can say is... ITS A GREAT GREAT LOSS FOR YOU. i tell you.. the presence of God was so tangible and strong. i've nv enjoyed praying so much before! its like.. 45 mins of personal prayer time seems so so short and you will just crave for more!

one thing that have impacted me is that as i started to pray, i asked the holy spirit to teach me how to pray.. i do not want to pray according to my own wisdom or understanding but i want to pray according to God's will. He led me to pray for the new wine, the new anointing and i did just that. i spent like 30 mins on that prayer because i felt that its what i need to focus on. true enough, God will never fail me. as pastor tan went up on stage, pastor prayed for the exact same area and one thing really touched my heart is what pastor tan said,

"when the land becomes dry and parched, the roots of a tree only gets deeper into the soil so that it finds a source of water. it digs even deeper.. "

it really encouraged me to not give up on seeking the face of God. even when you feel that things are tough yet God doesnt seem to be around, DONT GIVE UP. DIG EVEN DEEPER. keep pressing in and one day, God will pour forth the latter rain

As i was praying, the H.S. me of this too,

"even the youths will run and be weary but those who wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength."

amen. i am excited because i know, i am going to dig even deeper and find that new source of water.